of all of the cities i've lived in, i had the rockiest relationship with san francisco.  but it was also the most rewarding relationship i've had with any city.  i really miss it.  i miss haight ashbury, i miss golden gate park, i miss the ferry building, the farmer's market, amoeba record store, bladerunner's salon...  i really miss having dinner at park chow with mikey on those cold nights.  i miss sitting there with him upstairs, looking out at the park, sharing a piece of warm ginger cake.  i miss the warfield and the filmore and slims and bottom of the hill and the great american music hall.  damn.  i need to go back and visit.  maybe i can steal my heart back.  but somehow, i doubt it.